"believe"

there something I have never get from anyone which is "believe". My mother never trust me I can success, my father and uncle say I'm stupid all my family think I'm stupid they didn't believe I can succeed. believe is something we can never get they will only hear that you stupid then they didn't believe you. I'm glad my friend always by my side when I'm losing hope they inspire me to keep moving when my family keep not say that I can success sometimes I just want to lose from home. they keep say study but I can't study because that not what I want, "their study it not difficult as my study". it difficult when all your family are clever they will think oh he is "stupid" he cant success he just can work as a rubbish civilian and become a robber. I don say I want to be stupid ask God why I'm stupid I just want to live like my style life, work and manner. I'm doing my strategic to make my life why you keep making me down like this not what I want people to do why need to take down I'm not a soldier to hear your word that im stupid yeah I'm stupid don remind me because is hurt to hear a negative word you want do a joke do something else joke this not only joke that creates on the planet. I will prove you all are wrong a stupid 15 years old boy will go up you and say the boy that you say stupid is "success". Maybe is hard but is not impossible to do anything no one believes a success man when he young.